Happy Holidays! As we stare down the end of a landmark disaster year, let’s celebrate just existing. If I’ve learned nothing else, my newest mantra is “you are enough.” I tire of the apocalypse cliche garbage, and none of that midnight will make it all go away nonsense. To quote Tim Minchin,  "I am a tiny, insignificant, ignorant bit of carbon. I have one life, and it is short and unimportant..." but we are also made of star-stuff according to Carl Sagan. The fact we get to experience anything is nothing short of astounding. One of my gifts this year was a simple sticker, “Worrying means you suffer twice.” So... hope it is. I hope you’ve made the best of things and found a light in the darkest winter. You’re cherished. You are loved. Happy New Year!

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My festive gift to you is not cookies, or a fruitcake, or even bourbon balls. It is pie. Cherry pie. Once upon a time, Team Chaos (Varekai, Lance Saint PJ, Michael, and I) got together to make a big mess for art’s sake. When Varekai and I are involved there is bound to be an explosion of food. After the objective was complete (plus a shower) she and I sat down to nom on some wings. Being a fancy lady makes me hungry and we are all goofy as hell. You’ll see what I mean. VIPs are getting the full 66 image photoset, and Backstage Patrons also get 22 beyond-the-set images this month! Since it is the holidays, both VIPs and Backstage Peeps get ridiculous behind the scenes VIDEOS, too. Be sure you're logged in on my site to view all the media. Please do give the set some love by leaving a comment or clicking the heart below. As always, thank you to all my Patrons. You make art happen.

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